Mid-year

Crappy! Time flies so darn fast. It's gonna be May soon. Yet another month. And then another year. The rather boring. Hahaz. Exams are next week. I hope I will do well >.<>.< Anyway, WANGLEEHOM's songs are NICE!! Especially "Ai De Jiu Shi Ni"! Argh!! This thing can't read Chinese characters!! NOOOO!! What a pity. And DAMN IT MY EYES ARE HURTING!! craps! Hahaz. I think there's nothing much else! XD Cyaz

I finally know how Keith felt when I treated him that way. If I were him, I would do the same things as he. Well. Sorry Keith. If u ever see this. Really sorry.

It's a sad thing. Very sad indeed. Friends aren't important. Games are fairly more than friends. After 3 years.. she tells me this. All these 3 years. I have been wasting my time. For what? In return, I get nothing. It isn't fair. Nothing is fair. I can't see why people wouldn't care. Why don't they bother? Do they have feelings? Or are they as insensitive like her as she claims to be. Does one really not need friends but games? Are games her only friends? Sometimes I want to stop being so nosy and poke into other ppl's business. But unfortunately I can't. I can't change the fact that I care for almost everything that doesn't concern me. Rather dumb. But what can I do? I try to stop myself from interferring but it just won't do. I hate it sometimes. I don't want to care. But I can't! Like what mum said, the more you care, the more problems you'll face. I didn't understand at first. Now I do. But what choice do I have now? Growing up is seriously a tough path to go through. I hope it'll end soon.. ='[

Happy April's Fool btw.

Irritating!

I just found out that Sze Hsuen's a fake! All she cares about is her games. Rakion rakion. Why did I even believe her in the first place. Maddens me to think of it. I thought she was a true friend, a best friend. Looks like I'm totally wrong. What can be so nice about games? Even Matt is better than her. All she does know is GAMES GAMES GAMES! Disgusting. Talk to her about a totally different thing she also can link to the topic games. Jeez. What's so fun about Rakion? Is that her whole life?! And I'm not going Shanghai this year. I think that it is useless. I don't think I'll have fun there. Moreover, it's rather expensive so I think that staying in Singapore is better. I don't know why but lately I'm been having major mood swings. Had Chinese test today. Not very hard. The comprehension was given to us before and it reappeared in the test. Is that good or bad? I don't know. Anyway, I'm really pissed of with Wong Sze Hsuen. She doesn't even care about anything. Except for eating and family. No life. Low life. Yup. She doesn't wanna have friends. She wanna be anti-social. She doesn't wanna get hurt. Who does? Duh! So I'm thinking she's a selfish little girl. When I told her about some problems I had yesterday, she can also tell me to play games. That's irritating! Why does it always have to be games games games. I'm sick and tired of her saying the same old thing. And there's one thing which I really detest about her is that she is so darn sacarstic! It's even worst than CH! Omgosh. Can you believe this crap? I can't. Don't know what happened to Sze Hsuen. Maybe next time she'll be better. Or maybe worst. But I don't have to care. All I care is that she lied. Not literally lied and what she says and what she does is not the same. And that sucks.

And sometimes I just wished that we don't exist. What's the use. People are competing like mad against each other. How long more can we hold? Everyone is getting smarter. Everyone is doing better. So what will happen to the world next time? I hope that I will not live to see this happening because it totally sucks. ^^ Oh well, that's all I have to say.