Fuming Mad! >=[

So angry right now! Just now some idiot provoked me. Concerned about him also be sacarstic to me. Not only that, got scolded by him when I had nothing to say. Well, he could just ask me to shut up since he is so busy right? If I weren't about to care for him I would have played Maple already. Fine! I asked for it. Sometimes it doesn't pay to be nice so why be nice to people who are not nice to me. Bleh!

Anyway, I finally beat Weili and Chiang Lin for Science! So happy! Lolz. Tomorrow need to wear Class Jersy! So cool! Lolz. I like I like =] Today Yuting had a sore throat. Tomorrow going back to KCS to visit Mrs Chng and "kacau" my sister >=] Yup yup.. So fun!

Okie.. Time to sleep! Don't care about that idiot anymore! If I can help it. Hmph!

Wee! Nothing much happened these few days! Wahahaz. I got 65/100 for my chinese test! Hey, at least it's better than the previous one alright? Yup! =] Praise God! W00tz
I finally saw Matt online after two days! Hahaz. So happy. Later I have to go for piano class - -" Nevermind. Piano is fun. Lolz! E-O-Y coming! Yes! I love exams! Muahahaz. I'm nuts! Yup yup! Cheryl Yeo equals to GG + CRAZY equals to NUTCASE. Yes my cousin dearest! xD Okie. No more craps to talk about! BTW, CH don't wanna tell me his blog add! How mean! Yup. But I know he's always mean =P And I'm not joking. Yesh yesh. Okie. Byebyex >=]

Scary >_<

Today on the way to the MRT to school, Mum and I saw a couple quarrelling near the entertainment centre (just beside it). The guy was slapping the girl and the girl was crying and asking him to let her go as he was holding on to her. I did not look at them for a while as I was walking past them. There was a security guard standing near them. He didn't really do anything. The couple were arguing and the girl repeatedly asked the guy to let her go. She said it in chinese. Suddenly, when I turned back to look at them, the girl was on the ground and she was crying. The guy was grabbing her arms and trying to pull her up. The girl was still asking him to let her go and she was still crying. Mum and I walked to the HDB Hub and we saw two more security guards talking into the walkie-talkie. They were going to see what was going on. I was quite scared at that time and I told Chiang Lin and Weili when I went to school.

At school today, I accidentally punched Chiang Lin's nose. Lolz! I'm so sorry Lin! I didn't mean it. She scared me! Hahaz. Serves her right =] (Just JK!) Yups. I had 28/32 for my science test. Could have gotten full marks though, as there were incomplete answers and careless mistakes. Uh huh. Aimmin' to get into Triple Sciences!! Omigosh. Hahaz. Hope that I can make it xD Must have FAITH!

Yesterday, there was a lizard being smashed by the door! It's so gross! It wasn't dead! But there was blood and ants. Yucks! Hahaz. Lizards are really disgusting! I hate them more than anything! Lolz. And Mill is such a pig. She ate almost all the cookies! And there was only one pathetic one left! She didn't think about others! It's not that it is the first time. Bleh! And I cried!! Haha. Actually it is not because of that alone. These few days really crammed up inside. Had to let go somehow. xD

Yups. Really have to work hard. Need to try to get into triple science. Lolx! Really hope that I can get in. Haihz. Really have to give up on somethings already. It's for the better =]

Strangled

I'm stressed out. Heartbroken, sad and angry. Loads of problems. Grades are still maintaining. Well, I don't get it. I hate to be unhappy. It totally sucks. I really feel like I'm going to die soon. Or maybe I just need a break from all these things. I can't even remember what it is like to be really happy. I want to make Mum and Dad happy. Trying really hard now. Didn't care in the past. But now I care. I guess sometimes aren't worth my time. Maybe until I'm older I guess. I can't handle it now. I'm all screwed up. Feels like crap now.

Guess I'll get over it. However, it may take a few years. But I know God is always there for me =]

Trees Ain't Green.. Neither are Roses Red.. All is Black!

So much things happened. The carnival, swimming team and relationships. Nothing was really wrong with the carnival. I quit the swimming team 'cause I did not have enough time to run around. I never had been truly happy since I started secondary school. I wished it was like last time, when I had true happiness. But unfortunately, it can never happen.

Things went way, way wrong. Amanda and I have totally become a perfect picture that has been smashed to pieces. At school, Weili, WenYan, Chiang Lin, Yuting and I are still good friends. However, there seems to be a problem among Weili, Yuting [ maybe WenYan ] and me. I really do not know how to solve this mental challenge that is obstructing my life. Matt told me not to side anyone. But the problem is, I have something against Weili. It is not that I dislike her or something, but she is returning to her old self and that is very bad. Favours asked from her and she did not want to help. Favours she asked for she expects immediate response? Maybe I would do that in the past but not now. Or perhaps I am the one at fault? Is everything that I do, did, try, and tried to do wrong? Did I want things to be like this? The truth is no. Who wants to be unhappy? Who wants others to hate him or her? No one truly would. However, this problem is really getting on my nerves. It's really affecting my grades. Or should I say that I'm the one to blame. I admit it is partly my fault as I did not study last time. However, this time I will must sure that I get 4 As. But with this mental challenge obstructing the route to victory, I will never get to see the other side of the rainbow. Perhaps there isn't any rainbow. Perhaps it's only my wishful thinking. I pray that the Mighty God in Heaven above would help me and I know that He will help me as I have Faith in Him.

With that, I end here.